hello, darling.

Bonfire with Sam and the boys. All the boys. Literally I was the only girl there. I’ve gotten too used to my Shontygirl or Booblairy always being with me, so tonight I was one of the guys. ^.^ drinking beer and crown royal and bonding over a fire while talking comics and superheros and sex.

Tl;dr life is beautiful and guy time is fun

just completed my last English assignment of high school and hopefully my last high school assignment period can i get an amen

finally went shopping! summer clothes~ c: but a bit of a bummer from mommy dearest

I think I’m having some sort of episode I’m shaking and just so angry in a weird happy way and I’m freaking the fuck out

So despite doing my absolute best with school this week, finishing an excellent amount of homework, delivering and caring for a litter of kittens BY MYSELF, and cleaning the house, I’m still not allowed to go see friends this weekend. I haven’t been allowed to see anyone besides my parents and brother in well over a week.

My best will never be fucking enough for you.

i’m feeling replaceable, so go ahead and replace me

My thoughts are weighing me down so there is no getting out of bed right now or possibly ever

I’m not sexually frustrated I’m sexually furious

I feel like I want you a whole lot more than you want me

when somebody tries to reinforce a compliment because they can tell you don’t believe it what exactly are you supposed to do what is it that they want my self-esteem??? if i knew how to have some I’d be overflowing with it okay

I wonder if my mom realizes how upsetting it is when she’s shitty at me when I’ve done nothing. 

There are no words for how annoying it is when people mess up simple grammar/spelling ALL THE TIME.

I mean, I do shit for irony, but when it comes down to it, I know my mother language.