Bonfire with Sam and the boys. All the boys. Literally I was the only girl there. I’ve gotten too used to my Shontygirl or Booblairy always being with me, so tonight I was one of the guys. ^.^ drinking beer and crown royal and bonding over a fire while talking comics and superheros and sex.
Tl;dr life is beautiful and guy time is fun
just completed my last English assignment of high school and hopefully my last high school assignment period can i get an amen
finally went shopping! summer clothes~ c: but a bit of a bummer from mommy dearest
I think I’m having some sort of episode I’m shaking and just so angry in a weird happy way and I’m freaking the fuck out
So despite doing my absolute best with school this week, finishing an excellent amount of homework, delivering and caring for a litter of kittens BY MYSELF, and cleaning the house, I’m still not allowed to go see friends this weekend. I haven’t been allowed to see anyone besides my parents and brother in well over a week.
My best will never be fucking enough for you.
when somebody tries to reinforce a compliment because they can tell you don’t believe it what exactly are you supposed to do what is it that they want my self-esteem??? if i knew how to have some I’d be overflowing with it okay
I wonder if my mom realizes how upsetting it is when she’s shitty at me when I’ve done nothing.