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I feel like if you ask yourself “what am I doing with my life?” And you can give yourself a simple definitive answer, you’re limiting what you can do with your life. I’m really tired of looking for a purpose and fretting over the possibility that it’s purposeless, and I’m a lot happier whenever I just let it be and live. Do the best you can with what you got and seek happiness where you can, and don’t ruin it by trying to have all the answers.

I like tight lacing my corset bc it makes my waist look tiny but I always make it extra loose around the hips bc I love them. I mostly want a tiny waist to emphasize my wide hips because they can make babies or be a good place to hug for short people or make it easier to give piggy backs and I dunno I don’t really care to have a super small pant size bc my hips feel like love

I think my boyfriend is good for me because he knows when I need cuddled and loved on and he knows when to tell me to shut up and stop being ridiculous

Before you make a comment on my decisions to get
-tattoos
-piercings
-cosmetic procedures
-tans
-dyed hair

Please consider the following:
-is it your body? (It’s not)
-do I care? (I don’t)

Going off of medication is weird bc now I completely feel every emotion and I have to relearn how to understand and control my feelings all over. It’s like learning to walk again. Or going through puberty again

So I came home from a party at 8 am, drunk as fuck and absolutely covered in sharpie (I drew all over myself) and my dad was up and asked me about it and when I told him it was a healthy alternative to cutting

He did not judge me
He did not ask invasive questions
He did not tell me it was wrong

all he did was tell me how glad he was that it was markers instead of razor blades and gave me a big hug

I’m crying because sometimes I forget that I have the best dad in the whole world

Idk I used to think I was something really special but now I think I’m just weird but who knows maybe “just weird” is good enough

You shouldn’t feel bad for cutting toxic people out of your life. You don’t owe anyone an explanation. You can only do what’s best for you.

Chris:you on tumblr?
Me:mhmm
Chris:you know what you get when you make a marijuana post on tumblr?
Me:what?
Chris:tumbleweed.

Waking up with a migraine is the stupidest thing ever, it’s like my brain already decided today’s gonna suck

Fuck you brain, I’m gonna have a beautiful day

I firmly believe that unconditional love can heal any wound and make any person bloom into their best self. But if they don’t want to be loved, don’t want to be helped, there’s nothing anyone can do. Those are the people that break my heart but I have to accept that they’re just not my problem. There are lots of people I can and will love and nurture, including myself, and I need to focus on us

I need to get up and do things but I just took a shower and I smell like coconuts and I would just like to lay here in tropical bliss until the end of days

Who wants to give me like $20k for a nose job and boob job. I can totally love everything else.

I want circle lenses

but I can’t decide between

something warm (Hazel-golden colors to compliment my brown eyes)

or

something cool (silver-purple colors to compliment my Teal hair)

Help me